Thread: Is there anybody there?

Originally Posted by Fleur du Mal

I'm busy all today with last minute rehearsing for tomorrow - nothing worse than not being good enough at your own event! I'm absolutely terrified that the nerves will get to me and that I'll make a huge hash of things ...

Why is it I never feel ready for anything??

And I'm sure later tonight I'll suddently remember a dozen other things that need doing ...

It was an Amway Diamond called Bert Gullick who said to me at a meeting one time. "Look, every body gets butterflies, thats fine, getting them to fly in formation though, that is the trick!"

You will be fine Fleur. Try writing a check list, again, and again, and again, and again, and...........Now, where DID I put my blusher? Again and again. giggle.

:twothumbs::twothumbs::twothumbs:

Originally Posted by Ant

Iz gotta pop along and see Fleur perform one day!!Im thinking it will be fantastic.

Originally Posted by Michelle Moi Belle

It was an Amway Diamond called Bert Gullick who said to me at a meeting one time. "Look, every body gets butterflies, thats fine, getting them to fly in formation though, that is the trick!"

You will be fine Fleur. Try writing a check list, again, and again, and again, and again, and...........Now, where DID I put my blusher? Again and again. giggle.

:twothumbs::twothumbs::twothumbs:

Awww, thanks for the support!

Now it's coming down to last minute I'm getting rather stressed - I don't feel ready with eithe rof my routines >_< Although if I'm logical and sensible about it, I know that I know them both off by heart and back to front, and that I never feel ready before a performance, so I shouldn't worry ...it just seems to be my ground state of being! And I really wish I had more space to rehearse - with my old fans I had no problems, but my new ones are a foot bigger and my house is only teeny!

Having boosted my confidence buckets I went out today with my camera (the sky and light were so beautiful) and have been taking photos of some of Shropshire hidden treasures. I will make up by posting lots tomoro promise
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Mmmmmmmmm, I know what you mean Fleur. I have a repertoire of some 175 illusions/coind/card tricks, most of which are for close up or small groups. I usually carry arouind three or four with me where ever I go, I can do a trick or a small 10 minute "show" at the drop of a hat BUT, the thought of going on stage in a Burly event or a big gig scares me silly and I just cannot find a trick to use or string 8 or 10 together for a show! Nothing is good enough, I haven't practiced enough............Silly, innit?

Originally Posted by Michelle Moi Belle

The back is from Degenerative Osteoporosis, nowt can be done. In fact, if my doc ever found out I was still doing gardens he would throw a fit! And, alas, nothing can be dome about my Princesses Fybro Myalgia........Sometimes I wish I was like Jesus or some kind of a super healer so I could take the pain away and make her better.:cry:

Poor things *delicate hugs*

I'm sure your doctor's right about the gardens though - take care of yourself chick.

~Betty~

Well when you posted this I wasn't online (must have made the site run so much faster! :lol as Mr C was visiting. I can't think for the life of me what I actually did that day.

Then today I have done 4.5 hours of Art work. I'm frazzled. I still feel like I haven't done enough though.

I was also planning to do some more costume making. I'm having some photos done on Tuesday so they all need to be finished by then.

And I have to do some research for a Maths assignment before Monday.

Busy busy busy.

I was going to London tomorrow but we can't do that now so that frees up some more time. I can do some more Art. That 4.5 hours was only half the amount I need to have finished by Monday night.

Why did I switch again?