Thread: OOOOOOOooooo, I am on a right downer!!

Please do not feel you have to make any sort of reply to this post. I might even delete the thing when I am finished having a moan and whine!!

First of, Michelle is leaving the MoB site. I am sick to my back teeth with CD's emailing me regarding sex and if I have any "cock" pics with me wearing "Fetish" gear "Coz it is really cool and makes me really randy!!" I am also sick to death witht he promises made by certain CD's regarding A Burlesque act or themed evening and then sod all happens/no contact made. I am also sick to death (again) at various dick headed CD's who, when asked if they wish to come to the house to dress as they cannot dress at their own home, immediatly ask "Will Louise be there coz I would really love to "F" her!!" " Will Miss L be there coz she must do a turn if you are a CD!"............My blood boils.

I have also shit my self big time abou this magic thing that has been happening around me and have more or less walked away from it.

This past few days have been bloody aweful, I just do not know which way to turn with anything. It might be the Diabetis that is doing it, I just feel soooooo tired and washed out and lathargic................To put in my own language, "Am richt scunnert the day!".

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Sorry to hear that you are going through such a bad time Michelle. I wish there was some advice or assistance that I could give to help you out.

Please be assured that you ARE amongst friends on here who are supportive of your situation. Just ignore those IDIOTS with their strange requests - that's soooo not what this site is about.

Take care

kisses
PixieParasol

It would be a great shame to see you go, Michelle! I may not post very often but I do read the forums alot, I will miss your posts!

If you really must leave us, I wish you the best of luck with everything hun, I really hope everything sorts itself out for you!
Fia xxx

Big hugs Michelle :hug: :hug: :hug:

Hope you get things sorted out, it cant be easy with all that going on but I'll miss you if you go....:cry:

Do whatevers best for you and Louise

Much love and hugs Axx

Well, a decent mights sleep for a change coupled with a looooooooooong online chat with two of my "proper" CD chums, a couple of really sweet PM's from some of you guys and the posts on here have made me rethink about some things.

Seems my blood suger was through the roof as well coz, like a wally, I did not do my urine checks for three days running and "BOOOOOOOOM!!". When I did do it it was all the way up to the max! This makes me feel like boiled shit and gets my mind all out of place and I see "Monsters" where nothing exists. Those with horses will probably understand what I mean.

Thanks to having a really sweet wife who is great at cajolling without actually saying anything, like, placing my urine sample strips in front of me late last night and throwing away the choccy biccies and bag of white chocolate drops I had bought earlier and was stuffing my face with!!! Woman are such nice people, must be why they make great nurses

So, I will be on the brown grained bread all day to bring the suger down and me dinner will most likely consist of a plate of plain boiled "Country Mixed" rice followed by a glass of tap water for pudding!

So, please do forgive the silliness of the posts etc. No one to blame but my selfops:

Hi honey
glad you are feeling better. You got to take care of yourself, I no how hard it is when you have an illness. I did not realize how much I was overdoing it till I took a break and then my back went. Chilling out with the one you love can sometimes be the best medicine ever.
Love and very big hugs
Diva xxxxxxxxx

Michelle - glad to see you feeling a bit better. So, what's happening with the Minister of Magic?!

Are you embracing your new role or what?

....and make sure you keep better control of your diabetes :twothumbs:

AliX

Hi Diva. Yes, all is well now sweetheart. Thank you for your post. Mrs Michelle took me to B&Q this morning and bought me several planks of nice smooth planed pine planks so that I can go out and start on the little "Bug Boxes and "Bird Boxes" I make every Autumn.


AliX.............The Minister Of Magic was just going through a fear thing.............I am one of those people who are scared shitless of "fame". I have no problems with small gigs of only 20 or 30 people but, to be asked to do gigs with over a couple of hundered there with ME in the limelight for 2 hours is scaaaaaaryyyyyyy! I will be ok with it though. False bravado and painting on the "face" like we discussed in another thread?

As for the diabetis.................."Yeth mummy, I pwomith to be betererer....honetht"...........blink....blink.... .

Im so so so glad you're feeling better Michelle :hug:

Please please please look after your diabetes!! :warn: Ive watched people get very ill from secondary effects of long term build up of sugars in the system, which is really easily avoidable by looking at what your eating and being careful.

Im speaking from personal experience as well as a medical background-not to put you down but because I care and would hate to see the same thing happen to you. Im sure the rest of the MoBers will agree!!!

Please please look after yourself Michelle :hug:
Love Axx

Originally Posted by Amethyst

Im so so so glad you're feeling better Michelle :hug:

Please please look after yourself Michelle :hug:
Love Axx

Hello my leetle Purple Precious Gem. Yes, I will look after my self. This has kinda scared me how easy and insidious the build up was. And, as I have always headed in the direction of the choccies when stressed or pissed of...................Well, there you have it

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