Heyloo all. I've posted before a year or two ago and just after that things took a tumble and i got very ill and everything has changed dramatically.

I'm now left too ill to work, having put on plenty of weight, and generally feeling like i've lost my youth at only 22. Good thing is, i've landed myself one hell of a boyfriend! Hes utterly amazing and incredibly encouraging i've been living with him for a year and 7 months now and life is so good. He knew i once was very into trying to mimic the burlesque styles [and failing] and wanting to go into burlesque, and we're seeing it on tv more and more, and i do really want to find myself via burlesque, and he obviously wants me to aswell!

I just don't know where to begin, i'm very much penniless and most clothes i pick up in primark or charity shops as we're living on one wage package while my benefits are processing. Its a long term illness which fluctuates in intensity, and i honestly think burlesque could do me the world of good.

So here i am again! That wasn't going to be an intro, but it turned into one, oops!

Where do i go from here guys, i am utterly clueless. I'm in Exeter in Devon!