Well I think. But I always find it so hard to tell.

I'm always really drained by going out anyway and I had the shoot with the lovely lovely Kitty Daggers from here straight after a cbt counselling session (where my counsellor thought it rather amusing that I said I didn't want to talk about anything that would make me cry and ruin my makeup) so it was a long, tiring day.

Plus like a complete idiot when dropping of the kids this morning I managed to forget my lipstick and powder!!!! How thick?? Luckily I'd put on the rest of my makeup on but can you find anywhere in rural Shropshire that sells any sort of lipstick let alone red....no you can't! To my shame Kitty volunteered to go and hers but she doesn't use powder, so the shine in today's heat isn't going to be pretty.

Still we gave the people in the park an amusing spectacle, especially me stripping off my dress to just bra, corset (and skirt I quickly slipped on, didn't want to scare the kiddies). I might have to talk to my counsellor about my exhibitionism and how the heck that works when I find it hard to leave the house or talk to people - I go from one extreme to the other.

I'm sure the photos will be lovely. And Kitty is lovely and I know she's shooting some others around the Midlands for her degree work in the near future and some burlesque events too - so say hi.....and tell her she's a lovely person for letting me use her lippy

Going for a lie down now before I have to pick up the kids....