i feel pretty simular to this sometimes after having my son.
esp when girls in my area who proform too havent had children and are skinny. but all i can say is bio oil and makeup on your scars, noon esees them in the lights and as far as weight goes, you can join me on a walk anytime hun. ive just walked more and got a excersize dvd and made myself do it
the thing i tell myself is, noone lese is noticing th things you dont like about your self, its only you that focuses on them...and even if angelina jolie was in the room, when im on the stage all the guys are looking at me, not her, you know.

p.s - my boobs grew too