I'm pretty sure this is far from uncommon. I'd reached a point where I was solid in making a desicion but I'm struggling to stick with it. Things at work mean that I'm getting on great and am being lined up for some really great stuff, but there are a few people that this isn't going down well with. Unfortunately there is one that I trusted enough to tell about burlesque who is very capable of being spiteful. Because of the job I do it could be used against me if pics etc emerge at any point. I wanted to close down everything online and stop performing purely for protection, but I had some new routines lined up and every box I open around the house is filled with burly things.

I can't see much of a way to get gigs without promoting myself, and I know that really it's better for me to just be in the audience than on stage, but I'm missing it already!

I know everyone has tough decisions to make on this scene, does anyone have advice. Or cuddles?

Sad Dolly

xxx